Well, today was the closing event for the feast festival of 2003, this was disapointing in a few different ways. Firstly and the most obvious one it means the end of the wonderful arts for another year, not that it wont be back next year, but it's always sad to see something come to an end. I didn't really get to get out and see much of the arts, but I did go to see Megadrag, which I thought was kewl, if only for the atmosphere. Mind you, the drag kings were crap and some of the drag queens were gross ... like the one whose stockings were falling down .... *shudder*. Anyway, onto disapointment number 2, the weather. First it was shit and started raining .... then it got hot and I ended up sunburnt, I sat thinking quietly to myself that I was glad of this as it was very slowly killing me, giving me skin cancer and drawing ever closer my ineviatable death. Below are pictures of both the weather and the lovely sunburn, I got a white streak going across the top of my wrist, thanks to the leather band that I wear.

Then on the subject of death, I got to thinking about times past and I thought back to last year's feast festival and the fun I had, the people I met ... and I believe I got sunburned then too, my bad. Anyway, last year's feast was the first time that I met Kane, he's an absolute riot. I recently found out that he has moved to Melbourne ... EVERYONE'S UP AND LEAVING ME!!! This year the only people who I saw that were there last year were Kahn, little Adam and ... well, other Adam. It was nice seeing them, but it was disapointing to find out that a lot of the people who I met on the "scene" I will most likely never see again. It was nice to spend the day with David and Jordan, as pictured below.

You can see in the background of David and Jordan the stalls that were set up, they went strolling and returned telling me that there was a copy of "But I'm a Cheerleader" on DVD. Jordan decided he would go and buy it, then reliased that as it was a region 1 DVD, he wouldn't be able to play it on his DVD player. How ever, as I use my computer as my DVD player, I would be able to watch it, so I borrowed $20 from David and went to buy it, it was $35, luckily I had 15 lying around in my wallet. So in the past two days, I've bought the two DVDs I've been searching to find. I bought Superstar yesterday for $17, BARGAIN!!! It was a bit disapointing that today's DVD was more than twice the price ... but it is a rare movie and I wasn't about to miss my chance and regret it later. Now, behind me you can see the "Pink Parents" banner, this was the main source of entertainment for us today, it was incredibly funny to watch the banner fall over and hit people, even when it was propped up and held in place by two wheely bins. After spending some time trying to avoid undesirable people, we left to head back to the mall and back home. I was feeling a bit sick and I didn't know why, I think now that it was because I hadn't eaten all day ... well I had, but it wasn't a lot, basically, I had a cheese burger and 2 fries ... as in 2 single fries. When I came home I had a nice roast meal and now I feel better ... apart from the sunburn.

So, yesterday was a lot of fun, David and I went in to town to mess around for a bit before meeting up with Jordan, we went into Target and wandered around for a bit. In the end we arrived down stairs, straight ahead of us was this GIANT plush Nemo, so naturally, we went over and picked it up. David carried it around the store for a while and we tried to find others, I really wanted one, it was awesome, it even had a gimpy fin!! We couldn't find any, so we put it down, then we heard store people going "did you get it?" "yes" "ok, well put it back on the display then" We had a laugh, then david decided to try out a little trike thing, he liked it, except that it didn't go backwards. I had subway for lunch, a veggie sub with ceasar dressing, it was really good. We also went to JB HIFI where I bought Superstar .... if you haven't seen it then you must, that goes for But I'm a Cheerleader too, although being incredibly hard to find that one could be difficult ... BUT DON'T NOT TRY!!! and if ya can't find it, call me and we can watch it together and if ya don't know my number .... well I dunno.

On Thursday and Friday I was in Victor Harbor with Hayley. I took her there to get her away and give her something to do, Adam is in Thailand ... so yeh. Anyway, I made a tape with a whole lot of old songs, it's really good ... except it's a 90 minute tape and as most of you would know, CDs only go for 70 minutes. We had a nice relaxing time, we watched some DVDs and went to the beach and went to the lolly shop and loaded up with sugar. It was nice, nothing to go crazy over though.

I still haven't heard back from Woolworths, but I found out yesterday that they rang my reference ... so I will expect them to call before Saturday. That's about it for now, I think I've caught up on the days during which I didn't blog, so I'm off to bed to nurse my burns.

I have no one to blame for anything, but myself

.... Someone's been lazy AND IT'S ME!!! It's been a few days since I have blogged, not that anything interesting has happened. I've basically been bumming around, watching DVDs that I hired, chatting a lil bit and watching foxtel. Tomorrow is my interview with Woolworths, I really hope I get the job, it would be really good to work at woolies, much easier than McDonalds I'd say. Ontop of that I'd get to see Amanda too, now she wasn't my closest friend at school, but it'll be nice to keep in touch with her. I've been told that once you make it to the store interview it's easy enough to progress through and get the job. I hope this proves true. I do how ever think that I am being punished by way of kharma .... when leaving my job at McDonalds I wasn't ENTIRELY truthful about my reasons for leaving, I said that I wasn't keeping up with school, which is in part true, but there were other reasons as well which I didn't reveal to the management. ANYWAY ... as I said I had to give up my job to make way for school I haven't been able to get a new job until school is completely finished .... if all goes well that is, which I'm sure it will.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ..... I'm making a list od DVDs I want to accumulate, my total price so far is $941 ... and there are a couple without prices .... Ima be saving for a while, ontop of that I need to get a DVD player. I think I am going to get an xbox ... in fact I will definately be getting one, I have decided lol.

I'm sorry, but I have to say my bit about Australian Idol. Although I wont be buying any of his music I am glad that Guy won. I'm not going to say that Shannon can't sing, because he can, although he doesn't have as big a range as Guy and he has a completely different style which normally I would like more than Guy's style. How Ever, Guy ... when he performs you can tell he's at one with his music, you don't get that with Shannon, he's simply a farmer who can sing a bit, Guy is a musician, he sings, he plays, he composes, Dicko couldn't have hoped for a more complete package.

Rehearsal on Sunday sucked, Pat was yelling at all the little kids, I felt so sorry for them and she was smelling RIPE!!! It was fucking awful, poor Eliza and I were suffocating. We got through the entire first act ... not that it's overly long ... although it is incredibly boring. Apparently we got some bookings this week ... yay? I don't wanna be in this stupid play anymore, I sure as hell wont be doing the next show.

On Thursday afternoon I'm taking Hayley down to Victor Harbor and we're going to stay with my uncle, chill a bit and then come home again on Friday. Should be a good time.

I don't know why, but right now, I'm really hungry, so I'm going to go find some food and you can all catch me back here next time I blog ... obviously =O)

well ... the day after the formal. I wasn't overly impressed with it, but it was better than I had expected it to be, so that's something. Yesterday morning came around and I woke up bright and early to head off to Marion to look for a bra and have a look at some clothes. Well, finding a godamn bra is hard, NOWHERE has my size!!!! so I had to get a different size and get an extender ... so we go to Bras 'n' Things and I try one on and the lady says "ok, put this one on while I see if I can find any other sollutions. So I put it on and then she comes back with a different bra and says "how's it going?" and I said "fine", she asked if I wanted her to come in and see if the fitting was ok, I said I'd be fine and she said "ok, well here's another one I found, you can try this one" and WHOOSH, she whips the curtain open and starts looking at me "oh, yes that one looks fine" so I snatch the second bra from her and whip the curtain closed. JESUS!!!

So after that little traumatic experience we left, I got home and washed my hair then went upto david's so that he could do my hair. When I got there he was just painting his nails so I had to wait a few minutes, but that was ok. I had to re-wet my hair and while doing this, I managed to get water up my nose =O( lol, I HATE THAT!!! Anyway, I got this VO5 stuff called "Curl Power" to see if it would work. I dunno what went on, there was a lot of curling, a lot of combing, a lot of blow-drying, a few owwies and a bit of cutting. In the end I was happy with the result, so that's all that matters. After that I went home to start getting ready.

I decided I'd put on my new bra with my dress to make sure that it didn't show ... that was interesting ... do you KNOW how hard it is to change the strap on a bra (I'd gotten invisible ones)???? It's very hard ... Anyway, I left my jeans on while I put the dress on and I though it looked funny, so I got mum to take a photo. I was freaking out though, cuz the way she was holding my camera, made it look like she had paint on her hands and she was trying to keep it off the camera ... I started freaking out, cuz I though she was gonna drop it. Finally she took the photo and I took the dress off. Then I decided I didn't want to wear the hoops cuz it was annoying. So I put them on for a photo and took them off again. Then everyone started arriving and we had some champagne and nibbles and it all went down nicely. I have to say though, the Omni Blue that David's parents brought down was better than the stuff that we had here.

Poor Leanne got stuck in traffic so we picked her up at Hungry Jacks at Darlington. On our way out to the limo, my neighbour decided he'd get the video camera out and start filming us ... This freaked me and my friends out. In the end he only got a few minutes footage, but it was still freaky. The little kids from next door thought we were going to a wedding lol. and just down the road there was a little white puppy and we started calling it, so it ran down the road to us, it was so cute ... but I think it's owner was kinda angry lol. Oh well, I don't like her anyway. So we squished 6, then 7 of us in the back of the limo ... which was a 6 seater, we were very glad to be able to get out when we got there lol.

So we get there and wonder if we're in the right place because there's all these weird people wandering around, we had to ask someone if we were in the right place. So I started walking up the steps and of course I started walking on my dress ... and I fell over. Luckily Rhiannon was behind me, so she kinda blocked me, but how embarassing, I stacked it on the stairs ...

After we all sat down and everyone had poured themselves a drink, someone started speaking and we didn't really listen. Then people started going to get their food. But you had to wait until the waiters came to your table to go and get the food, I suppose this was a good idea seeing as we have some incredibly uncivilised people at our school. Unfortunately when we got there, the food was cold, so I had some cold meat, ceasar salad, pasta salad and COLD pumpkin ravlioli ... it was gross, oh well. Then they started playing some YO music so we sat there grumbling and went and had photos taken and my shoes were KILLING ME!!!!! AT LAST they started playing some decent music and David and I danced to My Sharona ... it was so good. So we danced and drank the rest of the night away, had some more photos taken. Over all, it was better than I was expecting. A lot of people looked completely hideous, others looked quite nice and as per usual, the boys were being stupid, no one at our school has any class and I'm glad that the last time that I have to see these stupid people will be at graduation next week.

We were invited to the after party at Dorothy's house ... Dorothy being a dinosaur like person who smells like ... well she smells like pat for those of you who have met pat. I wouldn't be caught dead at a party with these people. My last words to the group were "fuck you" just as I had planned. When we were asked to the after party I said "why would I want to go to a party with those people? I wish death upon every person currently on that dance floor" to which the person said "whaaaat? don't be so mean" I will forgive her for this as she was one of the nicer people and wouldn't have seen the abuse that me and my friends have suffered for the past 5 years. In fact, we got a fair bit of it last night, one particular asshole came to our table and looked for his name on the list because something had been messed up somewhere and all the tables lists were different to what we'd written down. ANYWAY, he said "if my name's on this table, I'll be kicking a few people off" I almost got up and punched him ... but I didn't want to ruin my evening by getting blood on my dress ... so yeh. I didn't punch anyone all night although I was incredibly tempted to on several occasions. My balance also wasn't the best in my shoes as I'm not used to wearing heels of any sort, in fact I almost rolled my ankle once.

So we came back to my place for the after party. We had a nice time, mum had to get up once to ask us to keep it down a little bit, I felt a bit bad, but mum seems in high spirits today and she cleaned everything up while I was still in bed, wasn't that nice of her. Anyway, we got here and found that mum had gone shopping again and gotten us a whole lot of food to chow down on all night. David and Jordan went back to David's house to get a change of clothes and their alcahol and Rhiannon, Emily, Adam, Hayley and I sat around and discussed a few things. Emily got picked up and went home because she had to go to school today, poor thing. Then Annie, Darren and Sarah arrived, I didn't think they would stay for very long, but they did, everyone left around 4:30 or so. I took Rhiannon home when David and Jordan got back cuz she needed to get home and she wanted to say good bye. I have to say, David took the cake as the funniest person last night (well, this morning really). He says some funny things when he's drunk. So a good time was had by all at my house. I loaned Hayley a jacket to walk home with and Adam helped me clean up a bit, then I went to bed and didn't get up again till 2:30 when mum came in and said "LAZY BUM!!! it's half past two" I thought this was funny. I got up and told her about the night. I thanked her for letting us have the party and for cleaning up for me. She didn't sleep overly well, but apparently dad slept like a log, so that's ok.

Anywho, I took a lot of photos, I might post some soon ... maybe, have a nice day everyone ... I might go back to bed for a bit, hehehehe. =O)

OH!! I almost forgot. Woolworths rang me back, I have an interview at the Morphett Vale store on Tuesday at 4 ... right before my graduation, lol. Hopefully it will go well, I'm excited =O)

Well ... today is the day before the formal ... I think I'm supposed to get excited or something. *tries* ... nope, nothing. ANYWAY! I'm having the after party here and champagne and nibbles before hand. Should be a fun night ... the after party I mean. HEHEHEHE!! Anyway I guess I'm kinda excited, we get to get dressed up and shit, I guess that's kinda kewl. A costume formal would be fun ... then again I am going in costume, so what's the difference.

Adam, my mum and I went in to town today to pick up my dress and Adam's suit. It was ok, the lady at the costume shop says hire funny ... it sounds like HIYA. ANYWHO!! so we got my dress and walked down to ferrari to meet adam and we got in the elevator with a nice looking (I think he was gay) man. Then when we got BACK in the elevator, he was there again!!! He's stalking us. I bet I'll see him sitting across the road behind my car tomorrow.

5 minutes ago it was raining and now it's cleared up again ... DAMN WEATHER!!! I give up trying to keep up. Anyway, that'd about it for today, see you all on Friday, with a hang over maybe

hehehe, I found this survey thingo ... and seeing as I have about an hour to waste before my interview ... I shall fill it out.

Name: Kirsty
Nickname: Mother Hen at the moment I think ... it changes
Birthday: April 18, 1986
Birthplace: New Castle, NSW

Current mood: Anxious
Current music: *changes song* George Benson - Give Me The Night
Current taste: ... taste in what? taste in mouth? if so, then chocolate
Current hair: Long, frizzy (though not as bad as it was) curly, black with some serious brown regrowth.
Current clothes: Interview Attire ... so shirt and good jeans, I should really get some decent interview pants ... lol
Current annoyance: BOREDOM!!! and the fucking heat
Current smell: dust ... I needa vaccum
Current thing I ought to be doin: excercising? something healthy no doubt
Current windows open: Purple Pussy Comic Strip, Austnet, ICQnet, WinMX, my Blog, someone else's Blog, Blogger and Winamp
Current desktop picture: A black thingy with kewl winter pictures, it's called Winter Solace
Current favorite band: FAR too many to name, music is good, except for Yo music, which includes rap, hip hop and R'n'B
Current book: You can heal your life by Louise Hay
Current cd in stereo: I think it's empty actually, if not, it's the chicago sound track
Current crush: don't have one
Current favorite celeb: .... Heather Graham and I forget everyone else's name so I guess they're not that important
Current hate: GODAMN SUMMER!!!

=Do I=

Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: Nopes
Have sex?: It takes two to tango and last time I checked ... I'm only one
Give oral sex?: why not?
Receive oral sex?: see above
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: YES!!! about a killer painting
Remember your first love?: I don't believe I have been in love yet, but I do have a lot of love to give ... actually, my first love is my friends and I will never forget them
Still love him/her? Of course, I will always love my friends
Read the newspaper?: Only when it grabs my eye
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: OF COURSE!!! Couldn't live without them!
Believe in miracles?: not yet ... but I could be swayed
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yup
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: ... depends on who said others are ... generally, yes.
Consider love a mistake?: Love is never a mistake.
Like the taste of alcohol?: Depends on what it is, I've had some damn good drinks and some damn gross drinks.
Have a favorite candy?: CHUPACHUPS!! The god of all lolly-pops
Believe in astrology?:Yup, I'm an Aries btw.
Believe in magic?: I believe we can create our own magic
Believe in god?: Not god as such
Have any pets: Yes ... a stinky fat dog.
Go to or plan to go to college: YAH YAH!! I wanna go to Flinders.
Have any piercings?: Yeh, I got my ears and I used to have my nipple
Have any tattoos?: No
Hate yourself: Of Course =O)
Have an obsession?: Not that I know of
Have a secret crush?: probably
Do they know yet?: I would doubt that as I don't know myself
Have a best friend?: Of course and I love him to bits. =O)
Wish on stars?: Occasionally
Care about looks?: fuck no, I can't be bothered

=Love life=

First crush: hmmmmmm ... Nathan Quarrel in year 2 or something
First kiss: I chose to disown my first, second and third ... fourth and fith and I don't remember what order the rest go in, so let's go with favourite and say it was Kane at the Mars Bar ... I was maliciously pash raped!!!
Single or attached?: lonely =O(
Ever been in love?: nopes
Do you believe in love at first sight?:In some form
Do you believe in "the one?": Sort of
Describe your ideal significant other: Ummmm, I dunno, someone who accepts me for who I am, cuz I'm not gonna change, someone who can make me laugh and make me feel special. =O)

=Juicy stuff=

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: .... no, I believe I did it voluntarily once though
Have you ever been intoxicated?: You bet I have
Favorite place to be kissed?: ummmmm ... I dunno
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": .... let's just mention a trampoline incident and leave it at that
Are you a tease?: Not that I know of
Shy to make the first move?: Incredibly

=Word association=

Rubber: school
Rock: Fuck (similar letters)
Green: Snot
Wet: SWIMMING!!!
Cry: crocodile (as in tears)
Peanut: elephant
Hay: horses
Cold: shoulder
Steamy: shower
Fast: food
Freaky: Deaky (it rhymes?)
Rain: mmmmmmm (as in it smells mmmmmmmmmmm)
Bite: swallow
fuck: off
Blow: up

--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: see above
Eyes: uh ... greeny blue?
Height: 5'8"

--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: SLIME!!!
Ate & Drank: Chocolaye and Water
Read: Someone's Blog
Watched on tv:death by natural causes on National Geographic

--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: house party
beer or cider: beer
drinks or shots: wine
cats or dogs: both
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: MP3!!!!
coke or pepsi: coke
this or that: this

--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: ... all the retarded boys in year 12 at Morphett Vale High
get really wasted with: Leanne, she's so funny
look like: Clea DuVall ... she's so hot
be like: Myself
avoid: effort of any form

--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: mum?
hugged: David
instant messaged: ummm ... david again I think
kissed: Kane? I think

--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: everywhere
cry: in my heart
wish you were: Brisbane

--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? lol, for half an hour in year 4
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? having never been in love, I'd say no, but I have needed to love somebody so much it makes me cry.
Drank alcohol? of course
Done drugs? yup
Broken the law? ummmmmm ... yeh I think so
Run away from home? I sat at the bottom of the garden for a few minutes
Broken a bone? yup
Played Truth Or Dare? hasn't everyone?
Kissed someone you didn't know? ummmmmm ... no, not that I recall
Been in a fight? Yes
Come close to dying? No, but every moment draws it closer

--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: Pokemon the soundtrack
Your bedroom like?: cleanish, I tidied this week, just needs a vaccum
Your favorite thing for breakfast?crunchy toast with vegemite
Your favorite restaurant?: .... Yum Sing I think

--RANDOM QUESTIONS--

What's on your bedside table?: I don't have one
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: Nothing usually, I jus get a drink
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: Phenomenon ... I dunno why
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?:Lippo suction
What is your biggest fear?: I try not the be afraid
What feature are you most insecure about?: my bofy
Do you ever have to beg?: nope
Are you a pyromaniac?: only a lil bit
Do you have too many love interests?: not that I know of
Crushes?none
Do you know anyone famous?: not really
Describe your bed: messy lol I never make it
Spontaneous or plain?: plain =ODo you know how to play poker?:no
What do you carry with you at all times?: keys, phone, wallet, watch, ring ... clothing?
How do you drive?: on the left side of the road?
What do you miss most about being little?: my STRAIGHT HAIR!!!
Are you happy with your given name?: no, it sucks donkey balls
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?:There's not enough money in the world
What color is your bedroom?: Cream or something
What was the last song you were listening to?:Thankyou - Dido
Do you talk a lot?: I think so
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: Not really, but I should
Do you think you're cute?: if by cute you mean squidgy, then yes
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? only when they pester me for money and stuff
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Yes
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: Which boyfriend or girlfriend would this be?
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Oooh, do I know them? HI KANE!!!

So ... the interview ... well apparently it was a group assesment thingy. I think I did better than most people ... but they were dressed better than I was, so we shall see. They said I'll get either a call or a letter within 5 days ... to put it bluntly call = good, letter = bad ... SO BRING ON THE CALL!! Funny thing: I sat down and looked at the name next to me ... it was a guy who I went to primary school with, fortunately he didn't turn up, lol.

Boredom provails and I am off, bye bye.

well well well, haven't I been busy =O). Yes that's right it's that time again, time for a new layout ... AND HERE IT IS!!! Thes guestbook doesn't work yet ... minor details, hehehe. I like it, it's cleaner and more streamline than the other layout ... and what's more, it's BLACK!!! Now, as you all know I am extremely lazy, so the old posts are staying on the old site ... except for those which blogger posts here on it's own.

Tomorrow I have to go into town for my interview ... to tell you the truth, I'm freaking out. Most probably because I'm driving, unfortunately it's not in a good spot for me to be able to take the bus ... so I am going to drive. Parking could be interesting, I'm going to have fun, hehehe. On the way home I may even visit a friend or two ... if they're lucky. Right now I'm trying to find exactly where 60 Halifax street is. My dad says there's 2 hour parking right out the front of it .... so I guess I'll drive past first and stuff. I'll prolly piss off a whole lot of people ... YAY!!! I'm not sure about the interview itself, I should be fine, but we'll see. I'm sticking with the positive thinking. Wish me luck everyone and keep your fingers crossed ... although I've so far proven that crossing your fingers is bad luck, so you'd better not.

*10 minutes later* ok ... I've located Halifax Street and the closest parking area ... I should be fine, hehehe. Anyway, it's really hot, all I have in my room is a pedestal fan and it sucks ass, oh well, I suppose sweating makes you lose weight .... maybe hehehe. Anyway not much happened today, I will report back tomorrow with news of the interview.

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Tomboyish? WOW!! it really does know me, hehehe. Ok, so I'm thinking of a new layout, if anyone knows of any well laid out pages that I can look at or can suggest any good colour combinations it would be much appreciated, they can be emailed to me HERE**. Oh!! by the way, I've started making some new graphics for the new page ... colours aren't final but if you click HERE** you can have a look at them so far, I would also appreciate feed back, you can use the e-mail link above or you can catch me on MSN on meddie86@hotmail.com

WHY CAN'T I SLEEP IN?!?!?!?! I seem to just wake up at like 9 every morning, it sucks, I'm sure I can break myself out of it soon though. Although I might have to stick with it if I get this job which I hope I will. If I don't I'll be very disappointed ... as usual though, it's always disappointing when you don't get a job. Oh well. God, I'm sneezing like anything here. I feel as though my brain is trying to creep out my nose and eye sockets.

Anyway, Will and Grace is on, so I'm off, I may blog again after rehearsal, I may not, you shall have to wait and see =OP

Annoying annoying annoying. I'm having some real troubles with my blog, but apparently they're only my problems, to everyone else it's fine ... so meh. As long as it's working for everyone else.

Rehearsal was really shit. My costume is funny though, I look weird and apparently we're going to have to walk in a pageant on some stupid day and hand out flyers and shit ... should be interesting, if I'm still in it that is. I got a script today and I rolled it up and put it in my back pocket ... some how it got lose and I have no clue where it is now ... I think it's a sign. I went to get it from my pocket when I got to my car and it wasn't there. HAHAHAHA ... oh well. I saw Vicki and Carly at colonnades (I spell that differently ever time I type or write it). I told them how Pat was getting stressy and shit ... and boy was she stinky today. She seems to think I'm not capable of putting on a hat, so proceeded to put it on my head herself ... I almost suffocated. Then she was telling us how she had an irish background and how she was angry and stuff and I whispered to Eliza "I think she means that she has a stinky backside". Poor Eliza did practically nothing all rehearsal.

I'm really getting freaked out about this job interview, if I don't get it ... I dunno, lol. I'm trying to stay positive. I'm reading a book at the moment called "You can heal your life" by Louise Hay. I know it sounds like a crock of shit ... but what have I got to lose. It's all about how our thoughts shape our life, how the universe accepts our thoughts and makes them our reality and how we can take control of our lives. So far the idea is to repeat mantras, say them, write them, think them, all that. I hope it works. I haven't gotten through much of the book yet. It's got some really nice pictures in it. Speaking of pictures I'm going to post links to my art work at the end of this entry so that everyone can have a look at them. Might I remind you to have a look at the new faces for my new layout, feedback is something I want a lot of people!!!! hehehe, not to be pushy or anything. I think I figured out the problem with my speakers ... or I fixed it a bit, the 3D sound was off ... it sounds so much better now that it's back on. It sounds louder hehehehe. I love music, it's so good ... and speaking of good music, there is a great movie on tonight, it's called Almost Famous and if you haven't seen it, then you must.

Right now I'm listening to Nina Samone - I put a spell on you .... it's different to the kind of music I usually listen to, but it's really good. I've been trying to expand my musical horizons lately. I'll listen to basically anything except for "Yo" music, which includes R'n'B, Hip Hop and Rap. I'll listen to most pop, but some of it pisses me off ... like britney lol. I like a lot of old music too, like the beatles, the beach boys, humble pie, the ramones, the clash .... I listen to a lot of music. I have to say, one of the most interesting kinds of music came from artists in the early 90's like ace of base and salt 'n pepper. It's really amusing and often it's genuinely good music. A band I've come across recently that I've liked is called Dressy Bessy, some of their music was featured in the movie "But I'm a Cheerleader", a movie about gay stereotypes and the hilarity of what a "gay camp" would be like. By "gay camp" I mean like "fat camp" as the call it in the US, you go there to learn to be straight. It's a really good movie and it only gets better every time you watch it.

That's enough blogging for now bloggerinos, see you all next time.
Here's those links:-
Technicolour cows swimming naked in grass**
Abstract Adam**
Horiffic Hayley**
Delapidated David**

**Links are gone, can't find them

For some strange reason my last post doesn't seem to be appearing at the moment ... isn't that interesting. Not that it really matters as it was just me bitching about feeling like shit yesterday. Anywho, so I finished all my exams, it feels ... well no different, I dunno why. Oh well. Right now I'm listening to there are worse things by Sophie Ellis Bextor ... I think she'd make a good Rizzo ... although she is very pale. It sounds really cool, the background music is very calming. Speaking of music, I'm planning on buying a new set of speakers and a new set of head phones ... the ones I'm looking at are altec-lansing ... apparently they're a good brand. I will be getting a sub and 2 speaker set and a set of heaphones for $120 ... I think that's pretty good ... I just hope they're good speakers. The ones I have now are quite good ... but I think I've used them too much because they crackle for no reason, although they're behaving themselves today, thankfully.

Last night David, Jordan and I went out to Vic's 18th. It was really cool, it was a cocktail party and she had a live band for a bit, they were different. Vinny and Alice did a little swing dancing for us, it looked really cool. At 12 or so a whole pile of people got into a mini bus to go into town so we left cuz David was driving and went into town ourselves. We decided we'd try our luck getting into some gay bars ... so we parked by the Queen's Arms, that way we were in walking distance of the Queens and Mars. We decided to try the Queens Arms first and got in with no trouble, just walked straight past the bouncer, YAY!! We sat down and David tried to get us to dance, but we didn't want to, hehehe, the music was pretty good though. So not wanting to dance, we left and went to Mars, again we got in with no trouble at all. While we were waiting to pay we noticed a friend of ours brother and another friend of ours Julie ... she was fucked as. It was funny, the lady was trying to stamp david's arm and Julie was jumping all over him. I showed the boys around and we sat in the beer garden for a while, then we danced and we saw Brent and Ben ... I danced with Ben cuz David was dancing with Jordan. It was good, we didn't stay long though cuz we needed to get home. I was glad, cuz my head ache was coming back anyway. So that was an awesome way to finish school.

Today I got up at about 10:30 after people wouldn't stop ringing!!! I sat around and watched national geographic until 4, then I showered and now I'm listening to music ... YAY MUSIC!!! The Chicago soundtrack is playing now ... it's all in one long track. I think my favourite song is Mr Cellophane, I really like that one. OH!! I got a phone call this morning from some Woolworths lady asking me if I had time for a quick over the phone screening interview ... OF COURSE I HAVE TIME!! hehehe, anyway, that went really well, so now I have to go into town on Tuesday and have a group thingo ... so that could be fun ... only thing is that I just thought about what I'm going to do about Aladdin, lol, I think a job is more important than the play, so if there's conflict I know which one I'll be giving up.

I think I might ring Hayley in a bit and see what she's doing tonight, it's hot, so I wanna go for a swim lol. I hope everyone's enjoying the hot weather =OP~

Well ... what now? I finished my last exam today and now I don't really know what to do with myself. Maths was today, it was pretty shit, but I think I did ok, so I'm not worried. I'm gonna go and lay down for a bit cuz I have a head ache, I might blog again later.

it's 12:30 and I'm watching the funniest show .... I dunno what it's called, but it's about these gems that have something to do with some old priests or something. Anyway, these gems are on a sombrero and if you wear the sombrero, the priests kill you in some way. This guy just got skewered ... it was kewl. =O).

I realised just now that it's 9 days to my school's formal to which I don't really want to go, but I don't really have much choice. I've bought my ticket, booked my dress and I'm just being a whiney bitch. I been thinking that I need to do something about a bag, I'm going to want to take my camera, obviously my phone and I guess my wallet. I just went on an intrepid search for a bag that my relatives brough back from kuala lumpur for me, all I found was a hat that I stole from school, it's like a brown corduroy old man hat. I like it a lot. I shall take a picture and post it HERE. EWWWWWWWW!!! look at my face, it's all different colours and shit ... oh well what can you do. Over all not a bad photo I'd say, pretty interesting and all that. This hat always makes me feel .... well I dunno, who knows. Hehehehe.

I had something really good to blog about, but I dunno what it was ... I think it was something to do with sections to put on my site. I'm pretty sure it had something to with interesting pictures I have taken and will continue to take in the future. Then maybe a page featuring work I've done this year, like my art and some talk about drama thingies and maybe some essays I wrote in English ... the more interesting ones of course.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! That's pretty funny, I'm still watching that show and they've gone to retrieve the hat and they got the wrong one ... HAHAHA!! One of their own people put the hat on and now he's cursed and as in the typical "suspense" show or movie, said person is in a place that they can't get to quickly and his mobile phone is out of reach.

ANYWAY ... back to my blog ... so photos and art work .... I don't think I need an about me just yet, the only people reading this blog are my friends, they know enough about me ... I think I'll keep looking at other people's blogs to get ideas. Speaking of other people's blogs, after reading katie's blog I am now addicted to "daily puzzle" Yesterday's took me over 12 hours ... of course I slept for a large portion of those 12 hours, but today's was really good, it was a sunset, it looked really cool.

I have a cough at the moment, it's loud and hideous and I hope I'm not keeping my parents awake cuz that would suck. Coughing during my two remaining exams should go down well. =O) Anyway, at almost 1 am, I think it's time for bed.

Good Night

Well today's a new day and yet again I'm studying ... well I was. I've decided to stop studying now and go into the exam taking only what I know now ... although tomorrow I might go over one more chapter, depending on how I feel. I will let fate decide my path now. If I get into science I will contonue along the whole computer science path and if I don't then I'll get into arts ... and from there I will do .... well I dunno, I could do anything I suppose.

I've figured out the *possible* reason that I haven't had anyone sign my guest book in a while ..... the button wasn't working. I'm not entirely sure why because I haven't changed anything since it was last functioning properly. WOAH!! I just looked in my keyboard and it looks SO dirty, I guess I needa take it apart and clean it, YUCK.

I'm watching one of those law and order shows, they're kinda interesting and it's fun to try and figure out who the killer is and all that. I watched one last night where this white guy killed a black guy for taking his cab, he admitted to it and his lawyer tried to get him off with insanity, but they ruled him guilty. JUST AS WELL!!! I can't stand intollerant people ... I guess that's a bit of an oxy moron though.

I'm incredibly bored right now, I'm reading other people's blogs ... I think my favourite at the moment has to be Katie's. She's been blogging for some time now and I'm finding all her entries to be really interesting ... well some lack a bit, but hey, most of mine suck ass. She seems like a really nice person AND she had great taste in music. I've been trying to find some of the songs she's been recommending in her archives ... but I'm not having much luck. Oh well, I'll keep looking.

I'm thinking of expanding my site to include some more sections, I'm open to suggestions, you can leave them in the guest book.

Stay tuned.
=O)

THREE CHEERS FOR LAZINESS AND PROCRASTINATION!!! ... oh I can't be bothered, I'll cheer later. I barely have the mental capacity to keep my eyes open at the moment. I am currently trying to engorge my brain with the knowlede that will get me through my maths exam this Friday. I'm remaining calm, this is helping a great deal, but I expect as soon as I open the exam paper and see questions that I wouldn't have a hope in hell of answering, my morale level will drop dramatically. This time is the time in which I am letting my brain expand back to its normal size before I squish more information in again after dinner.

Yesterday I went to school, sat around for a while and then realised I wasn't actually going to get as much study done as I thought I might. So I went to get some lunch at KFC (yes I know it's not good for me, but it's so easy and it tastes so good ... well kinda) and then I went to visit Hayley. We decided we'd go down to collonades and have a look around because Hayley wanted to look at something and I thought I might look for a new pair of boardies. I didn't find any that I wanted ... BUT I FOUND SLIME!!! We spent a considerable amount of time in the toy section at K-mart, looking at the stuffed toys and such. Then I saw it, it was purple and had glitter. I wondered if they had any other colours, but by the look of it they didn't. So we contonued looking at other toys and I noticed ... THERE WAS MORE SLIME!!! After careful deliberation, I decided on blue slime. It's a great stress reliever, really takes your mind off things.

Last night Adam, Annie and I went to visit Sarah for a little while and then we left again and when I got home, the house was empty, so I took this chance to sit down and do some study. I turned on the TV, gathered all my books around and I didn't move till 1 am. Now you might ask why I turned the TV on ... well there's a perfectly logical reason for that. I find it hard to concentrate on just one thing at once, so if there's two things to do, I can concentrate on one and be distracted from the other ... so I was distracting myself from the TV to do my study. =O)

I got up at like 10 am this morning and I've been studying all day. It's been incredibly boring. At the moment, I'm going through my book chapter by chapter, excercise by excercise working out what I know and what I don't. Hopefully I'll get all the way through the book today and tomorrow I can sit down and go through and learn (or try to) the things that I don't know. Hopefully I'll be ready by Friday. I just have to remember to go in for my Drama exam on Thursday. I'm not worried about that at all, I know I can do it.

I can't wait till Friday at around 12 noon, it will be the best feeling ever!!! No more school, until I go to Uni ... providing I get in of course. I'm not overly worried as I think I have mentioned before. In fact you're probably getting sick of me repeating things ... TOO BAD!!! Formal is coming up and I'm not really looking forward to it, although I think it will be interesting. OH!!! when I went in to school yesterday I went and had a work to Ms Franks about art, she said that my practical extension got marked up, YAY!!!! I have a feeling that I'm going to need to scrape for every last mark that I can get out of my maths exam ... all I can do is my best and I have to keep thinking that everything will be ok, that it will work out for the best. I think everything happens for a reason, so if I didn't get in to science it would mean that I wasn't supposed to do science. I'm almost positive that I can get in to arts if I don't get in to science and I think if I did get in to arts, I'd change the year after to journalism or something, cuz that would be really cool, but it's hard to get in to straight from high school. Who knows what the future will bring? I sure as shit don't

Till next time.
(if I live that long without having a nervous break down!!!)

PS .... SOMEONE SIGN THE GODAMN QUESTBOOK!!!!

Well, now that I have become infinately more lazy, let's see how this new bloggy thing works ... of course if it looks shit, I will be going back to being less lazy and updating manually, hehehe.

*10 minutes later*
YESSSSSSSS!!! laziness here I come!!! It worked ... well with a bit of editing. The site is basically the same ... except now I can update online and I use the thingo at blogspot instead of using dreamweaver and then uploading ... of course I'll have to edit it every month, but that's a small inconvenience that I can deal with to make the rest of my month easier. I haven't tested the links and stuff yet ... I hope it works. *tests them* ... ok, we're going to have some technical difficulties for a few minutes, perhaps longer. I'll just go fix it now.

*An hour or some shit later*
Wow ... that took some effort, how annoying. Anywho, now all the links work and all that, everything looks nice and clean again. The blogspot button was giving me the shits ... but I think it works now ... although I think I may have left the url off ... I guess I'll have to change that, not right now though. I can't be fucked cuz I'm a lazy poo head. *checks* oooh, I did, thank god for that, no need to waste 5 minutes or so updating that.

Today I went to rehearsal for Aladdin ... it was ok, except my partner in crime wasn't there and things got a little confusing as for a short time I was reading the parts of both wishee (my character) and washee. Then Pat got up and read for Washee and I had to hold her hand ... when I got home I steralised my hand with a flame, resulting in third degree burns ... oh well. No more hand for me. Pat was of course smelling rather ripe, I nearly suffocated, it was horrible. I had to get down on my knees and such ... I was below what is apparently the smelliest part of pat ... I stood up again gasping for air. Hopefully in the future Washee will turn up to rehearsals.

Right now, I'm watching Ms Congeniality, I find it hilariously funny because I can see myself being just like her in the future ... this is a trifle unsettling, she's a bit of a loser. At least she has a sense of humour. I think Sandra Bullock is cool. I like her in 28 days also, she plays a good "lost cause" character.

The other night, Jordan, David and I went to see Matrix Revolutions, it was cool. I have heard a lot of people complain about it. To them I say, watch it for what it is, a fictional version of what reality could possibly be, but is probably not. An excellent action movie, awesome fight scenes and hot people dressed in their choice of leather or PVC. I think people are trying to relate it back to real life, saying it's a version of some religious movie, that they're trying to impart some deep and meaningful message about Neo being a version of Jesus or Moses. I don't see the point in trying to over analyse a movie like this.

Well, now that I have this new system working I might actually find the time to update more often because I can do it while I'm surfing. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday this week I plan to be studying hard for my maths exam on Friday. I'm not overly worried about it. I find worrying makes it more difficult to study because I sit there and go "oh, I can't do this". I'm going to keep telling myself that it will be ok. In reality I'm not actually worried, lots of people have been telling me "oh don't worry, you'll get in to Uni easily." But I'm not going to just slack off completely and take these people's assurances as "stop working, you've no need to study, you're an absolute genius" So if I blog tomorrow and say that I haven't studied at all, I give everyone the permission to hunt me down and kill me ... a lot.

Bye for now bloggerinos.

THAT WAS FUCKIN FANTASTIC!! The first Gay Pride Parade in thirty years and I was there ... YAY ME!!! My friend Oscar who I used to work with sucked me in to carrying a letter for the people he was marching with. So for the duration of the parade I was a radio presenter on Aqueerium .... of which I carried the M, as shown here. ANYWHO, despite this, I had a blast, I had the rainbow flag painted on my left hand and freedom written in Kanji going down my arm and then I had the bisexual flag on my right hand. I had to get david to paint it for me because I am right handed. They looked really cool. There were so many different kinds of people in the parade ... there were the bears ... they were kinda scary, all hairy and shit, not my type ... then there were the dykes on bikes, they were kewl .... then there were the proud parents. We were waiting for someone to say something mean and for the whole procession to change direction and go over and stomp them into the ground ... but it didn't happen. This was slightly disappointing, but good I suppose. So there we were marching down King William Street, as pictured here, when I look over and see some people from our school, that was pretty funny. Luckily they were nice people, so no dramas there. I think some people probably thought it was a pageant rehearsal, hehehe. OOOH!!! on the way up to Victoria Sq. we were walking along and I look down on the ground and there's this little pink thing ... it was a dead baby bird, it looked so gross. So we kept walking and next thing you know, down drops another one from the sky ... this one was kinda blue, making it twice as gross. Anywho, so now that the parade is over, we sat on the grass for a while, then we made our way into the opening night party, that was pretty cool, Jordan and David had a few drinks. I mingled a bit. I got lost lol, had to wander around on my own looking aimless for a while, but that was interesting and funny. Eventually we saw some familiar faces, I popped over to say hello and got the usual onslaught of hugs, I love my gay friends, they're so friendly. As per usual Kane didn't show up, this was a tad disappointing, the last time I saw him was the day after Shelly's birthday back in April, when he drove me to Flinders so that I could catch the bus from there. Kane is lovely, he's my second wife. I saw my first wife at Feast, she still thinks I'm a lesbian and that I'm trying to turn her straight lol, Adam is so small and cute, I just wanna roll him up in a lil ball and put him in my pocket. Speaking of pocket, when I went to the toilet, there were all these signs on the walls advertising some even put on by an organisation called pocket, they are all about lesbians. I found this slightly amusing, because when you dream of a shell or a pocket, it means you are thinking anout vaginas lol. Isn't that interesting. And while we're on the topic of vaginas, david set a challenge for Michael, Rachael, Juliette and I, we were to hook up with someone of the same sex and the first one to do so would collect $5 ... I found the girl .... I saw her accross the room, it was amazing, then I turned around and she was gone. Maybe she wasn't there at all. This wouldn't surprise me in the least, but oh well. Then I thought I saw her again, but it might have been someone different. Something tells me I'm going to be very lonely for quite some time to come. ANYWHO!!! back to Feast, Michael went home and Juliette and Rachael started hitting it off, I think they'll hook up AND I bet Rachael will miss the last bus home. She tried to buy alcahol at the bar .... but looking 12 years old doesn't help her any, she got carded. I say sucked in. From now on I will be making a further effort not to mention her at all, I shall purge her from my life as though she never existed and maybe if I concentrate hard enough, she will cease to exist. One can only hope =O). So that's my report for today ... oh wait, I had my Physics exam today, it was kinda funny, I chose the essay about nuclear fusion and the proceeded to write about nuclear fission. Oh well, serves them right for making them sound so alike. I suppose I should have read the questiuon better ... too late now. I should pass anyway and I'm not freaking out, so this is a good thing. Ok, it's now 12:33 and I'm supposed to get up and go to the library tomorrow to study with Annie, should be interesting. Good night my rainbow faries and hairy bears. =O) ... PS, here is jordan's eye!!

Well, that was certainly retarded, I updated my layout to accomodate for the new month and I didn't write an entry. Smart Kirsty, real smart. ANYWAY, I'm writing one now, so that makes up for it. Yesterday and today all I've done is stuidy for my Physics exam on Friday =O\ I'm not too worried about it, it should be ok. I don't really want to let any of my exams worry me ... especially maths, cuz that's the one I really am worried about, Drama should be a breeze. Once it's over it's all over though and I can't wait. This is like the day that I've been waiting for my whole life, the day when I don't have to go to school again. Well kinda anyways, next year I wanna be at uni ... so I guess that's kinda school ... you know, it's studying, but I it had better be different. I don't know what I'm going to do next weekend. I think I'll cry, that seems the most logical thing to do, hehehe. I guess I should think about getting a job. I'm pissed off at the Warehouse, they were supposed to call me back, but I haven't heard dick all from them. I think I will give them a call when exams are over. Mum went to Alan's yesterday and there was this guy there who owns an indian restaurant and mum asked if he needs more staff, he said I should go down and see if I like the job and get along with the staff ... lol, sounds a bit too easy to me, getting a job is hard. Meh, I'll go down after exams are out and speak to this guy, see what we can organise. I really think that I need a job, because if I don't have a job, I'm just likely to sit on my fat ass all summer and that would be incredibly boring ... and incredibly unhealthy. A night job would suit me best, so that I can do stuff during the day. I can survive in an amazingly low amount of sleep ... well not amazingly low, but yeh. Working at this restaurant would be really good, cuz it would prolly be something like 5 till 11 or midnight or something and that would suit me fine. This night fill job at the Warehouse would also be good, cuz obviously a night fill job is at night, hehehe. Anywho, we'll have to see what happens. I've been really bored today, I've reached the stage where I cannot bring myself to study any more ... I guess that's kinda bad. I have no idea what time I'm supposed to get there on Friday and stuff, but I'll check when I go in tomorrow to set up my art. Thank god that's all done. Anywho, not much else to report, so I'll shut up now. Keep cool melterinos. =O)

Yes, I know it's a new months and quite frankly I don't give a fuck ... and while we're on the note of "Franks" I can't believe Ms Frank would be such a fuckin dick as to "not tell" the moderators that Rachael's work was handed in late. Rules are rules and if Rachael doesn't want to abide by them then she should suffer the consequences. If you can't tell, I'm a little bit pissed off, if I'd had this weekend I could have fucking finished my practical extension, but no, I followed the rules and handed everything in by 4 on Friday. I plan to go and have a word with Ms Franks one day this week ... perhaps tomorrow. Anywho, in happier news, I found out today that I will be getting this year's Danny Mane (I dunno if that's how it's spelled, but oh well. I went in to school today and handed in my English application and did my oral, wow excitement plus!!! Yesterday I went to the first rehearsal of aladdin and I found out that I got the part I was hoping for, my name is Wishee, and I'm part of a comedy duo ... the only bad thing is that I have to sing, but I guess I'll get over that. ANYWHO, that's about it for now. See you next time, intrepid readers.